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The Big Gay Ice Cream Truck

I wish they would visit my city this summer!

First one, huh? Well here goes..

Guess i started this for the simple reason i dont write the same way i used to. Im thinking maybe its something ive been missing. Maybe this will bring it all into perspective for my own brain to understand.

Whoever made me all excited for life really screwed me up. i wish i had someone to tell me when i was younger that things would be hard. Not to rush growing up. I miss the days when everything was so simple and the high you got was when you were on the swings and felt like you could almost fly. I miss childhood. Lately all ive been is angry and maybe thats because im angry at myself, at my own faults and i take it out on everyone else. Yeah thats definitely where i go wrong. I mean does anyone understand why they do the things they do?

I mean even just now. I realize more and more the effect of things and how words can just as easily make your day or just simply dismantle the very core of you. All with the right person though. im thinking that maybe, just maybe my walls fell and crumbled this morning.

Im pretty sure they did and so this is my adventure.